My wife, Mrs. Yid., wrote the below piece of fiction as a guest post. This story does not address everything going on in Eretz Yisroel these past 3 plus weeks because it was written before that. But with what's happening, it's even more difficult to hope for the redemption. Hopefully this possible unfolding of the news can help encourage us not to give up hope on Hashem sending Moshiach very very soon. May we be zocheh to see the story fulfilled tomorrow!
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A Pot of Soup
With the Three Weeks approaching, it is a great time to work on being mitzapeh our yeshuah. For my family I have found that the best way to bring this abstract idea into a more tangible form is by using our koach hadimyon to vividly picture what it will be like when Moshiach comes. I have recounted to my children a variety of possible ways we will see the redemption unfold and have seen how this has allowed them to retain their idealism and hope for geulah. I hope other families can use this strategy as well, especially with what is going on in Eretz Yisroel today and as we approach the Three Weeks and Tisha B'Av. Below is one way I imagine it happening:
Disclaimer: When I said this was a work of fiction, that was only partially true. It is fiction, but be'ezras Hashem, it won't be for long!
Where was I? I was at home, making soup. It was a Sunday - I remember that because everyone was home. I wonder if it would have been the same if they weren't? But they were because it was Sunday. I even remember exactly where everyone was. Isn't that weird? My husband and Racheli were in the den just off our kitchen. Ben was writing, and Racheli was reading on the couch; legs crossed, top leg bobbing up and down as she ate chips... after I distinctly remember telling her that she was not allowed to bring food... You know what? - Never mind. Yosef and Tehilla were on the floor playing with Lego, Ruchama was sitting on the counter, mixing the brownie batter, and telling me all about how her Morah had brought in a fake parrot that repeated everything the children said and how it was soooooooofunny! And me? I was making soup.
I had just turned the flame on when I heard it. A horn blaring. I remember that it startled me because I almost knocked over the rice on the counter. My heart was hammering as I marched over to the window and wondered (with a touch of righteous indignation, I might add) who was honking their horn like that on a residential street?! But before I got to the window, I heard it again. This time, I knew - I just knew - that it wasn't a car horn at all.
Racheli sat up so quickly that her bag of chips spilled out onto the floor. The most mundane thought popped into my mind. If that's what I think it is, I won't have to clean that up. I walked towards the window and looked out. I heard Binyomin walk up behind me and pull the curtain back. We could see all our neighbors doing the same thing we were. Peeking out and wondering...
"Is that...?" Racheli asked.
"I think it is!" My husband said as he ran back towards towardthe desk. We were all still looking outside (I'm still not sure what we expected to see) and the blasts just kept coming! And finally the teikiah gedolah! I'm telling you I felt it everywhere; my eyes, my heart, my teeth!!! You remember how it was, right?! And then silence. We all turned to look to my husband. It was so quiet I could hear the clicks as Ben hopped from one website to the next. Ruchama scrambled off the counter. She had a smear of chocolate on her cheek.
"Mommy! Is it time!?"
"I don't know... I think."
"Malka! Come here!!! You have to see this!"
Binyomin had found a live video feed from Eretz Yisroel. People were dancing in the streets! Tzitzis flying- men losing hats left and right! One man was using a paper plate as an impromptu yarmulke! But the most beautiful part, and this still makes me tear up - even after all these years - all of them were dancing together! Soldiers and chassidim were linking arms and laughing. You almost couldn't tell who was who - everyone's face was mamash glowing!
"We need to get there right now," I heard myself say.
"We're going on an eagle! Are we going on an eagle?" Yosef'speyos were bouncing right along with him. "How are we going to get there?"
"I don't know."
Ben brought our suitcases down from the attic just as I was getting off the phone with the airline.
"They have 6 seats available but not together. And we're leaving in," I looked at my watch, "about an hour so everybody start packing!!!"
What were we going to take with us? I, like many others, decided to take the things I could not replace. Not that it would make a difference right? If I knew then what I know now I wouldn't have stressed so much! But at that time I didn't know, so I started by packing our photo albums, and the photos that I hadn't yet put into photo albums, (I really was going to get around to it) a lock of hair from Yosef's upsherrin, some of mychildren’s projects. By then my suitcase was bursting at the seams and if I wanted to take the silver challah bowl my grandmother gave me I would need to wear it as a hat. I put whatever clothes I could fit in my pocketbook along with our passports and left Binyomin to sort which soforim we would bring.
I went upstairs to see how the kids were doing. Not much better than me it seemed. I remember thinking how my children's suitcases said so much about them. Ruchama's was filled with princess dresses, plastic high heels, 2 crowns and a wand. When I suggested she add some "everyday" clothing, she reluctantly tossed in a pair of sneakers and a denim skirt, but the look she gave me told me that I knew nothing about geulah couture. Tehilla was trying to convince Ruchama to give up some room in her suitcase "for the greater good,"- the greater good being her books- but in all fairness she was probably the most practical out of all of us, having filled her suitcase with actual clothes. Yosef was sitting on the floor reading a book about hamsters who take over a pet store. Inside his suitcase was a pair of pants, and one sock. I quickly packed up his clothes because really, what was the point in arguing now? Racheli had carefully packed as many of her models as she could, but the models were very big and there wasn't much room. Still, she managed to pack a decent amount and still had some room left for "necessities." We spent our last few minutes running around shoving variousodds and ends into our suitcases, and then we were off!
When we finally boarded the plane, I was completely wiped out, and by the time we took off, I was sleeping. I woke up to a ding!and the voice of a flight attendant telling us that we could now take off our seatbelts. I saw that some of the passengers were already being served their dinner. I leaned over to see what was on the tray...soup...vegetable maybe? Something was niggling at my brain…something I forgot... And that's when I remembered the soup! I left it on the flame! I took a deep breath. There was nothing I could do now. It was on low, so this wasn't an urgent matter. Yet. I could text my friend from work once we landed.Or call the fire department. Did I lock the door? Did I even close the door?!
I couldn't help but notice that the woman to my right was looking at me. Was I talking to myself? Did I say that out loud? She must think I'm crazy! But no, I looked again and I saw that she looked as if she wanted to say something. Finally she did. "You're Jewish right? And religious?" She didn't wait for me to confirm, but just kept going. "I'm also Jewish, but I don't really know anything - well anything about religion anyway. And I heard that sound today, and I felt...no I knew what I had to do. I had to get to Israel as fast as I could. But I don't know why, but lucky for me I'm sitting next to you! So tell me. Why?" I have to admit I was taken aback. Wow. My first thought was - who am I to answer her questions? But then I heard the voice of one of my teachers in my head. If you know aleph, teach aleph. And so I did.
An hour later I was parched. Tara, that was her name, hadn'tstopped asking questions and I hadn't stopped answering them. I got up to get some drinks. As I walked down the aisle I saw the same scene replaying, row after row. It seemed like everyone was either learning or teaching. I saw a little girl teaching an older woman. "Kamatz aleph ah. Ah ah ah - now you!" She must have felt me looking at her because she turned around.
"Mommy!" I wasn't expecting that. "Mommy! I'm a teacher!!!!! I'm teaching the aleph Beis!!!!!" I'm sure I would have heard more but the flight attendant's voice came on again.
"We will begin our decent in approximately ten minutes. Please return to your seats and fasten your seatbelts." Ten minutes? That was fast.
When the plane landed everyone clapped and started singing "Evenu Shalom Aleichem" just like in the old days! Well not old old, but you know. After that, things moved pretty quickly. They didn't even look at our passports. A makeshift absorptioncenter was set up by the baggage carousel in Ben Gurion. Families gathered in small clusters waiting for their names to be called. We were all wondering the same thing. Where were we going to go? How would we get there? And of course, when would we finally, finally! get to see the beis Hamikdash?!
"Wolf!" We rolled our suitcases towards a smiling chayalit with curly hair. She reached into her pocket and gave Yosef and Ruchama a lollipop. "Welcome home! How was your flight?" I think we were all too dumbstruck to muster up anything coherent. "This is your host family," she continued, gesturing towards a young Israeli couple standing behind her. "They are going to take you to where you are staying."
It was so cool! I know, I know, the word "cool" is pas nischt and even if it weren't, no one says it anymore, but still - that's the only word I could think of to describe the achdus we saw that day! Tens of thousands of Israelis from every part of the religious spectrum had come together and volunteered to help us "chutznikim" get around!
Those first steps outside were...unforgettable; the smell! The sun on my face! We piled into the car as quickly as we could and were soon driving down the highway. My children had finally settled down and were waving to the passengers in the other cars. It was quiet, but a comfortable quiet.
"What's your name?" Tehilla asked. Funny, she was the shy one.
"I am Igal and this is my wife Chedva; and you metukah?"
"Well Tehilla, welcome to Israel. It's beautiful right?" Chedvasaid. Tehilla nodded. I loved their thick Israeli accents; I loved how she put the emphasis on the end of Tehilla's name, I loved everything!
"Where are we going?" I asked.
Igal raised his eyebrow, "What do you mean? We are going to your house!"
We don't have a house.
"I bet you are thinking that you don't have a house..."
"We don't have a house," my husband replied.
"Ahhhh but you do! Wait! Wait! You are going to see nissimand niflaot!"
"But," I could tell my husband was about to ask another question, or maybe explain once again (politely of course) that we didn't own a house in Eretz Yisroel when he stopped himself.
"Wait a minute! What about the Beis Hamikdash? When will we go there?" I knew what he was thinking. We were already too late. I had told my children about how Hashem would create the third and final beis Hamikdash, how it would descend from Heaven and be the most beautiful sight we had ever seen. But we didn't see it. We were in America when that happened and I felt a pang of sadness that we had missed it.
"What do you mean? It's not here yet!"
Binyomin bolted up. "We didn't miss it? Then when? I thought..."
"What do you mean 'miss it'? It will come when all of the Jews arrive! Achi, we have been waiting for the geulah for a loooongtime. Hashem will not let you miss nothing!" And with that he began humming a tune that sounded so familiar... but I couldn't put my finger on where I had heard it.
By then all the excitement finally caught up with us, and one by one we fell asleep to the soft bumps in the road, and the sweet sound of Igal's voice. Just before I fell asleep I recognized the tune. It was a Bresslov traveling nigun.
I dreamt. I was in shul everyone was complimenting me on my hat, "Look! Look!" Everyone was saying, and I was strutting around like a peacock with my grandmother's challah bowl on my head thinking, I should really wear hats more often...
"Look! Look!! Wake up!" Chedva was shaking me. Binyomin'svoice came in to my right.
"Malka you are not going to believe this." My eyelids felt like they were glued shut, but somehow I managed to open them.
Binyomin was right. I could not believe it. Our house from America was standing right in front of us; just as natural as you please.
"You left the door open!" Igal joked. Indeed I did. "I told you!" He nudged Binyomin, "Nissim and Niflaot!"
"Here is our number, you have a telephone?" Chedva asked as she handed me a small piece of paper. I nodded. "When you get settled you will come for Shabbat ok? Oy! Don't cry!"
Was I crying? I didn't even realize...
"My wife is a very good cook and everything is Mehadrin min ha Mehadrin!"
"Do you want to come in? Maybe for a drink?" Racheli offered. It seemed so strange to be inviting people into a house that had basically just popped into existence!
"We would love to, but we need to get the next family! But we are going to see each other very soon yes? Call us when you get settled-don't be shy!" He said closing the door to the car, "We are family now!" And without further ado, they were gone.
"Thank you!" I called out, even though by now they couldn't hear me. My kids waved until they could no longer see anything but a little puff of dust.
"Mommy, his name was Igal!" Yosef said.
"Yes, I know."
"Mommy! Igal! Like Eagle?" Oh!
"Can you believe this?!" My husband gestured towards the house. We climbed the steps and pushed open the door. The potato chips were still on the floor - guess I was going to have to clean up that mess after all. And then the most delightful scent wafted in from the kitchen.
"My soup!" I ran to the kitchen and shut off the flame. I absolutely could not believe it. "Everybody get a bowl and a spoon!" Not only did Hashem redeem us, not only did He send such sweet and wonderful people to bring us home, not only did He airmail our beautiful house without a scratch, but waiting for us was a steaming pot of soup! Quite delicious if I do say so myself! Wow. Every time I think about it I get goose bumps!
...So where were you?